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5:46 pm - 02.14.2005
Well...a valentine day without a valentine. I seriously think this day is the most depressing and loneliest day for all the single people out there. It is a day of nostalgia and longing for that special someone to pop out and say "Will you be mine?" I guess my valentine's day is not that bad since I didn't go to school today to avoid all the mushy-gushy things that the boyfriends in my school gave their girlfriends today. But from my sources, the fat tongan seems to not have a valentine today, but the beast gave him a note and that's it. It didn't really bother me, but at least I found out that he didn't have a valentine since Ashley asked him if he has a valentine and he got all mad and said "No, I don't have a valentine!" Hehe... And today, in yearbook, I think we had to ship today and I wasn't there to finish 2 of my stories so, I'm guessin' they're kinda mad at me, but I don't care 'cuz I needed this day as a day-off from the world---well, school mostly---but still. I couldn't have survived this day if I had to go to school and see everybody get something while I pine away for Soakai to realize that I'm the one. Gawd. I really getting tired of all this drama with me and him even though there's really nothing going on, but there is kind of, ya know. I don't know...I hope that he at least thought about me today or something, like thinking if I have a valentine or if he even bothered to get me something ya know. I just really need to separate myself from him and from everybody else in school. Oh and by the way, he got crowned winterfaire king. I congratulated him even though he doens't deserve it. Whatever. I can't talk about that anymore. It's done and over with. I had to go through that for a week and it's done so there's no need for a discussion about it anymore. I can't relive those days. Also, I bought the Notebook on DVD and it's not as good as the book! So all you should read it first! Trust me! The book is way better than the movie! Because if you read the book, you can actually feel the emotions and it'll hit you hard than the movie could ever do because the movie didn't really do it for me. Don't get me wrong, I still cried and everything, but they didn't really do a good job in bringing out the intensity of Noah and Allie's love on screen. And there were scenes that never happened in the movie that just wasn't suppose to and I didn't think it was necessary to add it in ya know. But personally, reading the book is something I'd rather do to actually get and feel the emotions of the character. Reading actually makes one FEELS it while movies makes one SEES it. There's a major difference there. Well, I gotta go since I agreed to work today. I don't know why. Well, I do. I need money! I'm broke as a joke man! No kidding, too! I have like 20 dollars in my savings account plus I gotta pay my bill for Macy's! I'm already a day late! Not good! Well, to end this note! Happy Valentine's Day to every one! Hope you got to say how you left for all those people you love and care for in your life! Remember this is not the only day for telling people how you love them!